I have a really freakin difficult time showing other people that I care about their well being.
Like, to the point where I convince myself that I don’t care about a certain situation or person, thinking that that’s the only way to keep my sanity.
LIKE, how do I show affection while keeping my pride?
Maybe something like; Hey, I’m fond of your existence, but only if you’re fond of mine as well….? (Nope. That’s not right either…)
I HAVE SO MANY FUCKING FEELINGS. AND I LOVE THINGS AND PEOPLE AND CATS AND MEXICAN FOOD AND SOMETIMES I LIKE FLOWERS AND CHILDREN REALLY ARENT AS BAD AS I THOUGHT. AND I KNOW I’M AN ASSHOLE BUT IM FREAKING TRYING REALLY HARD TO SHOW AFFECTION NOW. OK.
I just rolled my eyes at myself… I’m sorry self, I take that sassy eye-rolling back.